quick self-introduction ✿ i’m a hardcore fangirl of anything that catches my interest and a very impulsive consumer of media. currently engaging with queer media across 한국어 / 日本語 / ภาษาไทย / 中文 content so expect a lot of scattered brainrot from different languages and fandom spaces.

i go through books, animanga/hwa/hua, donghua, cartoons, comics, fanfics, doujins, web and light novels, danmei, magazines and zines, movies, dramas (including doramas), and tv series from all over the world, plus soloists, groups, bands, and basically anything that ends up on my radar.i don’t really consume things in a structured or “planned” way, i just fall into them fast and intensely, then move on or stay obsessed for a long time depending on the mood. as a chronically online person, i tend to ramble a lot about pop culture, character analysis, random thoughts, and whatever media i’m currently stuck on.i get easily excited over stories, aesthetics, and fictional people, and i often jump between interests without warning. so feel free to talk to me about anything at all, even if it’s niche or unhinged. just slide into my dms anytime!

a glance of disclaimer!!!
i named this account as an unlabeled personal space for whatever comes out of my head. raw thoughts, daily struggles, unnecessary self-talk, occasional rants, and everything in between. i mainly use it as my "personal online diary" where i dump things without much filter, so please bear with it. i’m not very active in interactions due to real-life work and energy being all over the place, so replies might be slow or nonexistent most of the time. if anything here makes you uncomfortable or not your vibe, feel free to softblock or block me right away without hesitation. p.s. i romanticize silly memes, ao3 fics, dead fictional characters, and doomed yaoi btw #lol.my way of loving things???
not tied to any fandom. i fangirl solo and, while i may be present in fandom spaces, i don’t engage deeply or interact much within fandom culture. i’m here because i genuinely enjoy and appreciate certain artists, fictional characters, stories, books, authors, and other works for their talent, artistry, and impact, and some of them may naturally appear here through the content i share. but i don’t like limiting myself to one thing or one identity. my interests are naturally nomadic and always changing, and i prefer having the freedom to explore whatever resonates with me, whenever it does. the names listed throughout this carrd are simply some of the artists, characters, stories, books, and works i currently enjoy and appreciate. that list will naturally grow, shrink, shift, and evolve over time, alongside my own growth, changing perspectives, and my journey through many different fandoms.

written works preferences 🖋️
i'm into indonesian historical fiction, ethnographic and local wisdom–based stories, as well as magical realism. also drawn to gender equality and feminist literature, along with absurdist and dark asian literature, psychological thriller and horror manga. i do read nonfiction as well, mostly history, politics, memoirs, and biographies, though not as often. basically, i’ll read almost anything i can get my hands on.visual media preferences 📽️
not a cinephile, just someone who really loves films and series. i don’t get into film theory, but i enjoy cinema as an art form and like exploring different kinds of stories. i often watch asian coming of age films and documentaries as a way to cope and slip away from reality. i’m also drawn to experimental queer cinema, trying to understand gender and how it can exist in so many different shapes and expressions.

before you follow
please do not follow if you lack basic media literacy, critical thinking, or the ability to separate fiction from reality • engage in media shaming, purity culture, or moral policing over fictional content and personal interests • engage in racism, lgbtq+phobia, religious intolerance, fatphobia, rape apologia, or abuse normalization • rely on bad-faith takes, selective comprehension, or refuse to engage with nuance and context • are here only to lurk; passive observation without interaction is not welcome • consistently demonstrate disrespect, willful ignorance, or treat bad-faith arguments as “discussion”not welcome here
toxic armys, or any fandom behavior rooted in harassment, obsessive bias, engagement farming, or the deliberate misreading and distortion of situations for conflict • 02 voters/supporters, or anyone who openly enables intolerance, discrimination, harmful political rhetoric, or ideologies that require abandoning basic empathy and accountability • cis-hetero men / incels, especially those who center entitlement, misogyny, emotional immaturity, or personal discomfort over accountability and mutual respect • male-centered women / men apologists, or anyone committed to excusing, defending, or normalizing harmful behavior at the expense of empathy, accountability, and critical thoughtif any of this applies to you, please do not interact.

LIKES ?
pretty boys<3, being alone, swimming, cats, ao3 fics, books, library, fictional characters, houjicha latte, tiramisu doughnut, strawberry milk, pineapple juice, spicy foods esp sambal matah (dayum), all kpop 2nd and 4th gen groups, rain season, cold weather
DISLIKES !
cigarettes & smokers (can't tolerate these the most), violence, math, bl/gl fetishizer, crowded, bugs, durian, stupid fanwar, dramatic, conservative, narcissist, misogynist, sexist & double standard people, toxic fan, gatekeeper, elitist & book-shamers

TL;DR! i’m more than any label could ever hold, but here’s a map of the pieces i choose to show (as an aro-demi)